I am literally going to die. Between my step-siblings and the shit going on at school, I am going to die.
My step-siblings are singing. The eight year old male, who somehow learned what A Very Potter Musical is, has been singing AVPM songs.
My sister, who is a senior and our lead Soprano 1, has been singing every song within her range from Phantom of the Opera.
Ever since I mentioned that I had a song from Phantom (Point of No Return) in my head. While working on Algebra. So that's, like, three times the torture.
Also, my remark from... last blog (?) about the dead German student was referring to the fact that there are exchange students from Germany in our town/school right now, and we have two at our house. One for my sister, one for me. We had them both up for a full 24 hours since they got here, I guess they both stayed awake for the flight here, and we spent all night talking and playing cards, so they were pretty much zombies the next day.
I really don't want to go in-depth about the shit at school right now, for my sanity and for the persons involved sakes', but.... Right. The leader of the Coral Reef Gang, who usually sorts the rest of us out, is well... pregnant. And kind of unstable. Which fucks the rest of us over.
And another one, who I thought was done with her problems, who's a grade older than me, has started cutting again. And I sincerely thought we were over that. She's gotten through it once before, but that was when our "Leader" was stable. Which she isn't, at the moment. Which throws us all into inbalance. Another girl a grade above me is trying to help her friend, we're all trying to help the "Leader".... But between three girls going to a Tech school, my favorite seventh grader, who is pretty much no help in affairs with the older kids (to her), and our Leader being fucked over, that leaves three of us who are normal and able to help. Which really isn't enough with issues this big.
What I really need is advice with what the hell to do, but I don't expect that of you. Actually, it'll be a miracle if you're reading this at all.
Adieu.
~Phantom of the Opera IN MY HEAD, KK, Point of No Return, USA.
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